There is a reason why you were guided to this page, so please read on. Do not get attached to the words written here. Words, thus language, are an inadequate invention of the mind and lacks the capacity in
describing something in it's totality within a communication sphere that
is so limiting. Words mean absolutely nothing, yet this is the only way that I can communicate with you. In terms of time, there is no such thing as time and therefore all events described have happened at one "time" or another and sometimes all at once. But, because of the limited nature of language, I have to put these events in some sort of order, so do not get attached to the order of things as it is written here. With that said, I will do the best I can to explain the The ONE Truth or at least the part I can explain.
The truth is EVERYTHING, all that is seen and unseen (including you), are ONE "entity," ONE "energy," ONE "source." We, all that is seen and unseen, are the many that work as ONE or the ONE that became many. We have always been, there no such thing as time. What we see and who we are is the different creative expressions of the ONE. In our true form, we are nothing and can become anything that we choose. The only power we have is choice. The choice begins a journey in which the choice is realized through experience. The choice can be an actual choice, or a question that will be answered if you wait for it (seeking an answer will produce an answer but necessarily the answer). Be very careful of your thoughts and what you put out into the "UNIVERSE," there is no such thing as a rhetorical question or choice. In other words, stop wandering about things you have no desire in actually experiencing or you will be very shocked about where you end up.
This existence, which is just a tiny drop in the vastness of what is, is just one of countless creative expressions we are engaged in. We have chosen this existence knowing that we will observe ourselves (the One) through the limited perception of a "creative expression" (what we call bodies, or plants or mountains, etc.). This limits us to our own personal journey in this existence. This is just an experience, an illusion that doesn't mean anything because EVERYTHING IS US, EVERYTHING IS NOTHING (we have no meaning). We create our chosen creative expressions (yours is the one you see in the mirror) and through personal choices propel the manifestations of all of the creative expressions' choices. It is suppose to be fun to watch as each choice is realized naturally through the choices of others, something like a "game."
However, through excessive thought, or mind chatter, "humans" stop recognizing that they are the ONE with everything else, and believe that the creative expressions are separate from us, not ONE with us. This mental separation, or delusion, causes us to question and fear a world we lost any understanding of, including the connection to our true identities and the connection to the choices of the other creative expressions (including other "humans"). This delusion sent the "human mind" into chaos, but, instead of asking and waiting for the answer to our questions or not recognizing the answer when it came to us, we began to devise ways to control the things we didn't understand by interpreting the world through mentally making up stories, of who we are, what the other "things" around us are and how everything came to be, in an effort to bring order to our own chaotic thoughts. This is the beginning of the LIE, and through theses thoughts, the mental, parallel world of duality was born: heaven-earth, life-death, light-dark, good-bad, feminine-masculine, male-female, happy-sad, animals-humans, rich-poor, young-old, man-made-nature, pretty-ugly, health-sickness, etc. And this mental world gave rise to the identification of thought as self, and a falsely-projected, mental self called the ego was manifested. With the egoic mind feasting on it's own thoughts as truth and making choices based on that psuedo-truth or LIE, other human dysfunctions started to appear like identification of self as: hierarchies, governments, religions, mental emotions, race, language, culture, possessions, civilizations, education (in which we unknowingly teach and encourage the mental dysfunction), etc, which further propelled us into the world of separation and has caused our suffering collectively and personally, in the form of self-destructive actives, disease, aging, wars, famine, jealousy, mental disease, overall unhappiness, etc. The suffering begot more thoughts and the thoughts begot more choices based on the LIE. Since all choice is realized, even those based on the LIE, the mental world, with all of its dysfunction was reinforced, and this has caused the expansion of the ego and a furthering of the separation and more suffering.
To try to alleviate the suffering, we engage in mentally simulated activities such as drug use, partying, drinking, vacations, extreme sports, sex, gaming, eating, shopping and doing stuff that amounts to basically nothing just to "mentally escape" our own undoing. This is the reason why "humans," for all the advances we call ourselves making, have not solved our base problems as shown above. We go from civilization to civilization, dragging the same mental dysfunction with us. This is why suffering looks to be inherit in humans, even though it is not. If you want to know why you chose to be in this existence, knowing of the mental dysfunction, that is a question only you can answer.
However, through excessive thought, or mind chatter, "humans" stop recognizing that they are the ONE with everything else, and believe that the creative expressions are separate from us, not ONE with us. This mental separation, or delusion, causes us to question and fear a world we lost any understanding of, including the connection to our true identities and the connection to the choices of the other creative expressions (including other "humans"). This delusion sent the "human mind" into chaos, but, instead of asking and waiting for the answer to our questions or not recognizing the answer when it came to us, we began to devise ways to control the things we didn't understand by interpreting the world through mentally making up stories, of who we are, what the other "things" around us are and how everything came to be, in an effort to bring order to our own chaotic thoughts. This is the beginning of the LIE, and through theses thoughts, the mental, parallel world of duality was born: heaven-earth, life-death, light-dark, good-bad, feminine-masculine, male-female, happy-sad, animals-humans, rich-poor, young-old, man-made-nature, pretty-ugly, health-sickness, etc. And this mental world gave rise to the identification of thought as self, and a falsely-projected, mental self called the ego was manifested. With the egoic mind feasting on it's own thoughts as truth and making choices based on that psuedo-truth or LIE, other human dysfunctions started to appear like identification of self as: hierarchies, governments, religions, mental emotions, race, language, culture, possessions, civilizations, education (in which we unknowingly teach and encourage the mental dysfunction), etc, which further propelled us into the world of separation and has caused our suffering collectively and personally, in the form of self-destructive actives, disease, aging, wars, famine, jealousy, mental disease, overall unhappiness, etc. The suffering begot more thoughts and the thoughts begot more choices based on the LIE. Since all choice is realized, even those based on the LIE, the mental world, with all of its dysfunction was reinforced, and this has caused the expansion of the ego and a furthering of the separation and more suffering.
To try to alleviate the suffering, we engage in mentally simulated activities such as drug use, partying, drinking, vacations, extreme sports, sex, gaming, eating, shopping and doing stuff that amounts to basically nothing just to "mentally escape" our own undoing. This is the reason why "humans," for all the advances we call ourselves making, have not solved our base problems as shown above. We go from civilization to civilization, dragging the same mental dysfunction with us. This is why suffering looks to be inherit in humans, even though it is not. If you want to know why you chose to be in this existence, knowing of the mental dysfunction, that is a question only you can answer.
Some of us have come to know the ONE TRUTH through a life altering, inner transformational experience (albeit sudden or gradual) of knowing one's true self, the ONE with all, as interpreted as the light within, the instant cure for the mental chatter, and have tried to share this truth with those who have yet to experience it. The task is an interesting one because we (the ones who know) see all of the dysfunctions as described above play out as we assist others on their path. This, in turn, helps "the ones who know" recognize and purge the remaining mental dysfunction from the mind which brings us further into alignment with our true nature and the ONE TRUTH we can then share.
Now, some of us have various degrees of knowing the TRUTH, such as knowing we are the ONE with all, but not knowing the history behind human suffering, among other things, which has caused some confusion among those who know nothing of the truth. Others have tried to express the TRUTH without first purging the mental dysfunction, thus their interpretations are filled with mental dysfunctions such as, god complexes, evil spirits, astrological predictions, fear, aliens, hierarchical language, names of deities and special dates, etc, all of which are interpretations by the indoctrinated mind of our creative expressions and must be purged before the truth can be totally understood. Still, others have tried to use storytelling and metaphors to try to explain the truth, however, over time, metaphors are misinterpreted as the actual truth or as meaning something entirely different. And then there are the false prophets, the one who claim to know but have mentally regurgitated what someone who knows has said either through text or through actual contact. However these people are easily seen by those who do know because when you don't know you can not obtain the full truth by mental means only, no, one has to have an actual experience and this lack of experience puts wholes in their stories which they inevitably fill with lies. However the ones who don't know are sucked into following these false folks mainly because people want so desperately to follow someone, anyone. Follow no one, once you get an intended message from someone, move on, and if you want to know if someone is true or not, just ask the question and wait, the answer will find you. Even with these complications, the message that I and others have shared sound very familiar because it has been repeated over and over again, over many "generations" through different creative expressions, so that those in the present will hear the message from the one's who know in the present instead of relying on misinterpreted experiences of those from the past.
Now, some of us have various degrees of knowing the TRUTH, such as knowing we are the ONE with all, but not knowing the history behind human suffering, among other things, which has caused some confusion among those who know nothing of the truth. Others have tried to express the TRUTH without first purging the mental dysfunction, thus their interpretations are filled with mental dysfunctions such as, god complexes, evil spirits, astrological predictions, fear, aliens, hierarchical language, names of deities and special dates, etc, all of which are interpretations by the indoctrinated mind of our creative expressions and must be purged before the truth can be totally understood. Still, others have tried to use storytelling and metaphors to try to explain the truth, however, over time, metaphors are misinterpreted as the actual truth or as meaning something entirely different. And then there are the false prophets, the one who claim to know but have mentally regurgitated what someone who knows has said either through text or through actual contact. However these people are easily seen by those who do know because when you don't know you can not obtain the full truth by mental means only, no, one has to have an actual experience and this lack of experience puts wholes in their stories which they inevitably fill with lies. However the ones who don't know are sucked into following these false folks mainly because people want so desperately to follow someone, anyone. Follow no one, once you get an intended message from someone, move on, and if you want to know if someone is true or not, just ask the question and wait, the answer will find you. Even with these complications, the message that I and others have shared sound very familiar because it has been repeated over and over again, over many "generations" through different creative expressions, so that those in the present will hear the message from the one's who know in the present instead of relying on misinterpreted experiences of those from the past.
Ultimately, the path to the TRUTH is a personal one and can only be found by those who choose. No one can just tell you the truth for you to understand it, in other words, you have gained nothing of the truth by simply reading what I have written here, it is something that has to resonate as an internal experience in your life. Many of you will mentally debate what I have written and will come up with another story in your head to satisfy your need to believe in the world before you. Some of you might repeat what I just said which will not bring you any closer to knowing anything. But I write anyway, so that one day maybe one of you will recognize what I have written, in your own life. I, nor anyone else, can "cure" you of the mental dysfunction which is the cause of your suffering. In fact, some of you have built egos around your suffering and will guard it an any turn. Others will actively seek ways to lessen the suffering by observing one's thoughts, examining the truth in one's own life and following one's true calling which inherently brings one in alignment with what is and can simulate awareness. The "ones who know," can't do anything for you but tell the TRUTH and share their experience. If what they say is true, it will resonate in your life, at some point, naturally according to your personal journey. There is no need for you to follow anyone after they have already given you the message you need to hear. As the ONE, we (all that is seen and unseen) can only truly help ourselves which collectively helps ALL because WE are all literally the same ONE thing. Because of our true connectivity, when any of us experiences personal truth in our lives and shares this experience, it helps bring awareness to others, and causes a mental shift or an "aha moment," that releases part of the dysfunction. If this continues, over time a person can then experience the total TRUTH or become so aware that the suffering and the dysfunction will not be as pervasive. I say this to say that there are many paths to the TRUTH but only ONE TRUTH. Anyone who tells you there are different truths are the ones who have yet to find the ONE TRUTH.
Now, what I have written is not the whole TRUTH but the part I have chosen to share with you today. The WHOLE TRUTH must be experienced, if you chose. As said before, it can not be simply written down and mentally devoured. This experience of TRUTH will be personal to you. How or if this experience will come from you in your current existence is unknown. However, being stuck in books and ritual guarantees nothing. You must live, you must go on and experience life so that you can learn what it is you need to learn and go where you need to go. You must not be afraid, because everything is YOU and has been designed for YOU by YOU to help YOU release YOURSELF from the dysfunction and that release can come in a myriad of ways. The more aware you become of your thoughts and your actions and the more you live towards the truth in your life, the more you will see the true world beyond the mental facade.
Now, what I have written is not the whole TRUTH but the part I have chosen to share with you today. The WHOLE TRUTH must be experienced, if you chose. As said before, it can not be simply written down and mentally devoured. This experience of TRUTH will be personal to you. How or if this experience will come from you in your current existence is unknown. However, being stuck in books and ritual guarantees nothing. You must live, you must go on and experience life so that you can learn what it is you need to learn and go where you need to go. You must not be afraid, because everything is YOU and has been designed for YOU by YOU to help YOU release YOURSELF from the dysfunction and that release can come in a myriad of ways. The more aware you become of your thoughts and your actions and the more you live towards the truth in your life, the more you will see the true world beyond the mental facade.
Knowing the TRUTH does not does not make me or anyone better than you, possess a power over you or special. I, although I am perceived as someone separate from you, am you and you are me, there is no separation but the illusion of such, so there is no such thing as a hierarchy. And just like you, I am on my own journey. I will not be debating or answering questions on anything that has been written here, nor do I expect you to understand it or believe in it. In fact, the only thing I will do is challenge you to question everything. Question what I have written, do not seek the answer (i.e. in a book or a person), but let the answer find you. The TRUTH will resonate in your life in it's own "time.". Try not to interpret anything and observe what is shown to you as it is. That is the only way to see if what I have written here is the TRUTH. This is all I have to say on the matter.
FYI: Although my quest for truth, true love and true happiness in my personal life began in the summer of 1995, it was in the summer of 2010, I underwent a sudden life altering, inner transformational experience of knowing who I am as the ONE we all are. I saw my true self, presented to the eyes, as a formless light within the body. It was in that moment that my quest for truth, true love and true happiness was realized. Everything I write about comes from my experiences from that time on-- a place of knowing. I am not "into" anything, I am not on any illegal drugs nor have I ever taken any (note: the last time I have taken prescribed drugs or over the counter drugs was in 2007 for a shoulder muscle injury after a car accident). I don't follow anyone, any religion or have a belief system. I write about what I know, from first-hand experience, as the truth, not for you to follow me, but as a sign post, a beacon to be recognized in your journey called life. - Xelinda Yancy
